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[Jul. 6th, 2009|11:27 pm] |
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I am feeling so depressed every coming day. I can't take it anymore. I have no idea why but it just keeps piling on. Work, assignments, stress. I know one thing, its not gonna be over till the end of November. Somehow I think I can't survive that long. I am already underweight and if I continue likes this I am gonna keep losing weight and can prolly beat Buddha or Kareena Kapoooor? Hmmm? But damn! I keeep doing this to myself.
I am late in everything.
I haven't been studying.
I can't find my workbook and I wont get my marks finalized the way I want to. OHIHATELIFE!
If only I wasn't such a careless retard!!!! I forget a lot!!!
If I keep stressing in my second year, which is said to be the easiest year in Civil Engineering then I don't know what I will do the next year which is the toughest!!!! I think I am gonna end up mad and well, I will end up in an asylum. I am so afraid of everything. I can't think straight. I couldn't eat today because I was so worried about my lost workbook. I want this session over. I wish my teachers were a bit cooperating. They aren't.
I keep ending using a lot of vowels in my words unintentionally. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2009|02:20 am] |
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I am out of breath, think I am having asthma again from laughing and screaming at the top of my lungs. My sis bought 4 wee frogs to dissect to practice for her practicals. But my father let 2 of them loose accidentally in my room. So, me and my 13 year old cousin were trying to help my father catch them, only we were pointing out their hiding places and the rest of the time scrambling on top of each other 'cause I am a bigger scaredy cat than my younger cousin. =P
And next what, while trying to catch the loose two, we kicked open the can with the other 2 and then we had 4 escaped frogs. It took half an hour to get them all back. x_____x
Frogs shouldn't jump. They should crawl. Its creepy. And scary. Like roaches shouldn't fly.
Come to think of it my sis dissects roaches too. o.o
Now they are all doing their best to survive soapy waters and not become unconcious 'cause then my sis will open them up. o.o;
Did I mention we let 4 other frogs stay in soapy waters so long, they died and their blood went aflow when they were cut open. So they died uselessly. |
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[May. 16th, 2009|06:45 am] |
I am so bored with life! >____>
I am ignoring my assignments and studies. Bahhh!! I spend my time on the internet watching Anime. There was so much to do back then, now nothing. Its boring.
And bah! Everyone is making fun in class of me for something which they think meant inappropriate deeds but it was no such thing and now its kinda pissing me off even though I decided that they have as much right of thinking perverted stuff as much I do. And I'd probably think the same thing about another person if that happened. Its still lame since its kinda gross. x_x
And someone stole my calculator. ASSHOLES THEY ALL ARE!
People are such fucking assholes that I be generous and give them my stuff to work with and then they are like ... I gave it back. WTHASSHOLE!?! I wish to kill that person!! Have the decency to return my stuff. I have given a bajillion things to many people and they just don't bother to give it back. Why are all people such morons?
I am not really pissed about life. Except for so many assignments I get really depressed. But yeah its not an emo entry, right? >__>
I am sleepy but I aint sleeping. I have much work to do. I fail. =]
*leaves cookies*
Because that's what we used to do on ol' MNI! *sighs rocks self to virtual sleep* |
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| Scorpi disapproves... |
[Mar. 14th, 2009|05:19 pm] |
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* Of the new facebook. Lawl. That's what gave him the idea for the subject anyways!
* Of himself for being so stupid that he scribbled all over his friend's arm and they had a duel, not a fight, more like trying to wrestle each other, but Scorpi's friend couldn't get more scribbles on him so its back to square one, where his friend will be distant now. Must stop scribbling over him or anyone else for that matter. *headdesks*
* Of being sick. And not the perverted sick type. Scorpi has fever and a teensy sore throat. Laaaame.
* Of all the friggin' tests and assignments. Yes, Scorpi keeps complaining and will keep doing so till his death day!! ^_____^
* Of a computer that keeps crashing from virus or some other reason! Scorpi's photoshop setup isn't working. Scorpi can't use his tablet!! Scorpi wants to create his own user but his elder brother won't let him. Scorpi has to use one user with everyone! Scorpi wants to have a nice fat One Piece Wallpaper!!! =]
* Of his internet. Which is made of FAIL and the providers are made of major FAIL!
* Of his house. Scorpi wants a nicer house! >.> Scorpi sees cracks but forgot whether they are good for the house or not! <.< Scorpi forgets what he is taught in university. Scorpi fears for his job life if he keep forgetting stuff like this.
* Of having a brain of an idiot. Because this entry is lame. <____< And Scorpi thinks he didn't do much good in his Fluid Mechanics Test! It finally happened after the stupid teacher canceling it THREE times! Yayyy! |
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| I'm Average |
[Feb. 20th, 2009|07:13 pm] |
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Okaaaay. This was kinda lame. >_> I am actually a sinner!!! <_< Or so I think. This makes me looks good. <_<
And some of these questions aren't even baaad/wrong to do. So yeah.
1. Smoked.
2. Consumed alcohol.
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. Kissed someone of the same sex.
6. Had sex.
7. Had someone in your room other than family.
8. Watched porn.
9. Bought porn.
10. Tried drugs.
TOTAL: 3. How come they don't have 'made pr0n?' >_>
1. Taken painkillers.
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. Lied to your parents.
4. Lied to a friend.
5. Snuck out of the house.
6. Done something illegal.
7. Felt hurt.
8. Hurt someone.
9. Wished someone to die.
10. Seen someone die.
TOTAL: 5
1. Missed curfew.
2. Stayed out all night.
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. Been to a therapist.
5. Been to rehab.
6. Dyed your hair.
7. Received a ticket.
8. Been in an accident.
9. Been to a club.
10. Been to a bar.
TOTAL: 1.
1. Been to a wild party.
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. Drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. Had a spring break in Florida.
5. Sniffed anything.
6. Wore black nail polish.
7. Wore arm bands.
8. Wore t-shirts with band names.
9. Listened to rap.
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 0? O_O
1. Dressed gothic.
2. Dressed girly.
3. Dressed punk.
4. Dressed grunge.
5. Stole something.
6. Been too drunk to remember anything.
7. Blacked out.
8. Fainted.
9. Had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 2. Okay this is creeeeepy.
1. Had a crush on a friend.
2. Been to a concert.
3. Dry-humped someone.
4. Been called a slut.
5. Called someone a slut.
6. Installed speakers in your car.
7. Broken a mirror.
8. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house with them.
9. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush.
TOTAL: 5
1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. Cruised the mall.
4. Skipped school.
5. Had surgery.
6. Had an injury.
7. Gone to court.
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. Caught something on fire.
10. Lied about your age.
TOTAL: 1.
1. Owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. Broke the law in the police's presence.
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
4. Got in trouble with the police.
5. Talked to a stranger.
6. Hugged a stranger.
7. Kissed a stranger.
8. Rode in the car with a stranger.
9. Been harassed.
10. Been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 3
1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. Stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. Been to a fair.
6. Been called a bad influence.
7. Drink and drive.
8. Prank-called someone.
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. Cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 7
Grand Total: 27
If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm still a Goody Goody]
If You Have more Than 20...Write [I'm Average]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a Bad Kid]
If You have more than 40...Write [I'm a Very Bad Influence]
If You Have more than 50...Write [I'm a Horrible Person]
If You Have more than 60...Write [I should be in Jail]
If You Have more than 70...Write [I should be Dead] |
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[Jan. 5th, 2009|01:11 am] |
I saw the Palestinian legislator lady Hanan-something.
One word. Cooooooooooooool. And I envy her awesome state of mind. =]
Yes. =]
I start university tomorrow. o_o
I have tuesdays off!! =D
But that means staying every each day till 4 PM! D=
I hope they change the timetable! ;_;
Ta! |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2009|02:04 am] |
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OMG! I have been meaning to do an update since ages and forever! But I am lazy even in expressing myself. I mean I have no CoS and even when I am all mopey I don't. I mean to write it down but I forget. Though these days, it isn't that sad. I mean what with having a whole month free of studies. I should be revising my stuff if I am to remember it.
I wanted to update about the wedding I went to. =]]]
It was amazing, in a weird way. We were supposed to go in the Barat[the groom's side] but they wouldn't reach the lawn till like 12:15 AM. But then, when we did arrive all of my cousin's came and the wedding was of a non-relative person so we basically ignored everything. We were sitting their right besides the stage and when everyone was dua-ifying? we were being rude, loud and obnoxious. So much, that everyone turned to glare at us. Bahahahahahaha. I could hardly control my laughter. We are mean b.itches, so we ignored MOAR! >=P After that when the photo session started we started taking pictures of our own and created such a ruckus, that everyone ended up watching OUR photo session. xD Then we went to the beach. It was like 3 AM and coooold. Then we had ice cream and the chocolate syrup mysteriously ended up on my jeans... which wasn't so mysterious since all of us were shivering from the cold. =P But there was something definitely wrong with the syrup. It was thick, uncannily thick. o_o But after that we came hooome. It was 5 AM. And I had to go to my university in the morning. It was haaard getting up. =B
Next day we had the Valima and then one of cousin went back to China =( the other ate some fish last night at the wedding, so she had an upset stomach so she didn't. And so everyone dissipated and I and me sister were booored that day. AND THERE WERE SO MANY FLIES BAH! So many that you'd be afraid if you opened your mouth some would fly into yours. e_e Goodness. And then we had to cover our bottles and plates with clothes and tissues. It was irritating. And there were lots of family controversies which have sprouted gossips enough to satiate us kid's desires for the next two meetings. =]
And bah! Indian Idol sucks with 4 finalists kicked out and all girls. 7 boys and 3 girls left! Its irritating how sexist people are!!! =|
And I think I will just barely mention(because my father doesn't approve of discussion of politics type topic on the net) that I am VAIRRR pissed with the current world events.
What with India acting like a you-know-what about us!!! We might have war!! -______-
And then the bombings by Israel!!! STOPPLZ?
I was really moved by all the rallies/walks which were asking for ceasefire!
And how my own country people are insensitive butts. Where people in Dubai and Jordan are not celebrating New Year because of Palestine, our own MUSLIM citizens are ignorant retards and started firing half an hour before the New Year. Yes we had fireworks but they were because of bullets not the colourful type! I am not saying all of them did it but all those rich-yet-illiterate people fired bullets all night round. =| By 12:30 AM one person had already died. e_e
My second year of uni starts on Monday. x________X *panics?* |
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[Feb. 25th, 2008|11:05 pm] |
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Soooo, yes. I noticed I haven't made an update for about 25 weeks. xD So, I will do.
It will go back a bit and I will start with January. Just 'cause I feel like it.
Yep, 2008 started with me getting admission in Civil Engineering, with me being verrry reluctant as I was more going for the Graphics Designing and Arts, but my parents insisted so I am doing Civil. I am now, glad that i did listen to my parents, for I have been enjoying studying Civil. I guess the brighter part about studying Civil is there is less for electrons and protons. =D There's still lots about Modern Physics this year, but slowly it will change. Though sometimes I think, I might not make a good Engineer. I am so forgetful, what if I forget to put the supporting beam? >.>;; Yeah, I creep myself out like this at times. Homaaan, its getting busier but dang! I can't stop myself from ignoring studies!
.... what else?
I think, basically, I am more sad with the 6 days of studies a week. =[
But now I enjoy going to University. =O
At least one of my friend is verry nice. We studied in school together... okay, it was more of a I-saw-you-in-school-from-afar-friendship. But yeah, since we hardly knew anyone else and knew each other by face so we basically stuck together. Hurrah! He is good in studies, which is good for me since I suck at them. The rest of the kids are buncha loosers and I am pretty sure, let them have 3 more months and they'd too end up taunting/making fun of me. I just know it. I am verrry anti-social and basically I act all fake and keep smiling and act all helpful to everyone in my class, just so that everyone knows me so i can basically ask them for some kinda help when I am in need. <.< But they arrre funny and sometimes act nice, so I shouldn't complain much but I feel very insecure(would that be the word here... seems kinda girly?), like they really don't like me. That reminds me of another class mate who is from my school, and we used to be friends but I just knew he made fun of me behind my back in school, so I cut myself off from him. But yeah, now he is nice to me but I still feel he is friending just to add him to assignment/project groups and help him complete notes and stuff. >.>;;; I basically hang out with my oldest friend from school, he is in another department but yeah, he is my friend and since he is SUPERWAAAAY to anti-social so he hangs out with me too.
There, now I feel all weird for complaining like weird teenage girl? I mean, who complains about not having real friends? >.>;;
Maybe I am too much stereotyped. I am sorry, ladies! =/
Maybe, you could just figure out from the above update why everyone has been making fun of me since school days till now. -_-
It turned into quite a huge update/ rant thingy! Till I dunno when, Buh-bye! <3333 |
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UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!
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*wastes space*
Sooo a chicken went.... do you wanna update LJ.
I said : Nooo
Chicken: ....
Me: ....
Chicken: *goes*
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